The game I played for Tennessee was against Green Bay, and I played the
second half of the game. I know all of the first stringers played the first
series of the second half, and then everyone else played the rest of the game.
The first series of the second half was pretty long, so we backups played a good
amount, but it’s still not as long as we could have gotten because of how long
the first team was in for on the first series of the second half.
I played pretty good, I actually played pretty well, I was chasing the
quarterback a lot, but I didn’t have any sacks. I was playing defensive end. I
was just fighting on the field, trying to get to the quarterback, you know.
Other than that, not too much happened. We beat up on Green Bay pretty good that
game.
It was a lot more comfortable playing defensive end than linebacker. It’s
what I am comfortable with anyway; I didn’t have any problem playing it at
all. I just feel more comfortable and more natural at it.
I wouldn’t say I had a problem with the transition because it was playing
defensive end. So there was no problem, I just went in there and played. I just
talked to the coaches to get the basics. It was tight because my cousin lives
there. So I had people there already and I wasn’t there by myself like I was
in Pittsburgh.
Everybody there at Tennessee was cool. I spent a lot of time talking to
Carlos Hall, I think he’s one of the starting defense ends. Everybody was
helping me out. It's a great organization, a great place, but for whatever
reason, things happen. People start getting hurt; they have to bring other
people in. So, therefore, they had to release me. I was released on that Sunday,
following the Friday night game I played in.
Then Pittsburgh picked me back up because a player that they released got
picked up by St. Louis, and they had an open spot, so they picked me up. I
practiced with them for the week and that weekend the player that St. Louis
picked up was released, so he was available again. So, Pittsburgh released me
again on Monday. I was there for a week.
When Pittsburgh released me the first time, I guess I can’t say I was mad…more
disappointed than anything I guess. But I knew I was part of it. And then
Pittsburgh picked me right back up again. I didn’t even realize what happened
until a week later until I found out the reason I was released was because the
other guy was released again. So it was just like “dang.” That pretty much
told me they really wanted the other guy more than they wanted me—there was no
reason for me to be there.
I’m a guy that goes with the flow, but then again I hate moving. I am a
person that doesn’t like to move around a lot. I am not saying I don’t like
change, I just hate moving. I hate the fact of packing everything together,
moving to another spot, and having to do it all over again, and have to learn my
way around a new city…stuff like that. At least when I go to a place like
Tennessee, I can get with somebody like a cousin who can take me around. I’d
rather go to a place like that than do everything on my own. It’s tight going
to a city by myself, but I don’t like having to learn it.
It’s not that I have bitter feelings towards Pittsburgh, it is that I got
hurt the first week. They felt like I was behind, there is nothing I can do
about that. Injuries come with the territory, but unfortunately I got hurt at
the beginning of the preseason camp and there was nothing I could do about my
reps. They felt more comfortable with other dudes. It just comes with the
territory, when I talk to other people, they just tell me you need to have thick
skin when you deal with the people in the NFL because so much stuff happens.
I went back to Blacksburg and started working out, doing treatment on
everything. The first week I didn’t go anywhere, the second week I had a call
from Atlanta and worked out down in Atlanta. Then they started off like 3-0, so
they didn’t want to do any changes. A team, as long as they are winning, they
don’t like to make changes.
So after that week, I went to Cincinnati and worked out for them. They had a
lot of stuff going on, they were going to hold me overnight to see what Coach
(Marvin) Lewis was going to do. The thing with Cincinnati was that they weren’t
sure which way Coach Lewis wanted to take the team with some of the injuries
that were going on. He decided to take another route that didn’t involve me.
The following week I went to Jacksonville. I worked out at linebacker and
d-end there. That’s weird because it was like me and another guy were the only
two working out. After the workout, they put us on an early flight to go home.
So we’re going to the airport and the guy who is taking us there gets a phone
call. He hangs up, we get out, say bye to each other, and we’re about to say
bye to the Jacksonville guy who took us to the airport. We say bye to him, then
he looks at me and says, “You’re staying.” I only had like two pairs of
pants and a couple of shirts, four pair of underwear. So this past weekend, that’s
why I went home, to get some more clothes.
I’m in a hotel right now. I’m not exactly sure what I’m gonna do right
now. I might live with Ernest (Wilford) for a little bit, or I might just get an
apartment. I’m not totally sure yet. What I had in my lease last time was that
if I got released, my lease automatically terminated, so that’s not a big
deal.
Being on the practice squad is pretty much being like a redshirt in a sense.
If another team picks you up, you can’t go from your practice squad to their
practice squad; you go to the active roster for at least three weeks. You can
always be released from the practice squad or the active roster.
Everybody here is real cool. Coach Del Rio is a great coach, he’s real
honest and real cool.. In practice squad, I work at linebacker. In individual
drills, I do linebacker and d-end. We just picked up a guy from Cincinnati’s
practice squad so (getting called up) can happen at any time. You just have to
make the best out of the situation you’re in. You just have to show a good
work ethic. I plan on going in tomorrow and doing some stuff on my day off to
show them I am here to work and give 100 percent in everything I do.
If you’re on the practice squad forever, you’re making 70 thousand
dollars a year. That’s not bad, but your whole goal is to be on the active
roster. I think everyone knows when to say when, when things aren’t working
out for them. It is different amounts of time for people; some can go to Arena,
Canadian Football, NFL Europe, then making an NFL squad. Some play NFL Europe
one or two years and say ‘you know, this is not working out, time to give up.’
It all depends on the situation and how long you think you can take it. If you
think about it, in the NFL, the practice is easy. The only thing that is
different is meetings all day. Instead of class all day, it is meetings. I won’t
be able to see Tech play much this year. It costs too much money to fly back and
forth and we have a light practice on Saturday mornings.
It is a rollercoaster type thing. I guess right now I am relieved to be with
a team and I just have to make the best of the situation. You hear about stuff,
but you’re not prepared for anything until you go through it.